Instagram user @myqueentorivega69, who operates a fanpage dedicated to the Nickelodeon TV show Victorious, was devastated this week to find that Pete Davidson had unfollowed the page.

“HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN?” the user lamented in an Instagram DM group chat full of other Victorious fanpages. “I did everything I could to keep Pete engaged. I posted interactive content, videos from the show, sensational screencaps, all of it! I was good enough for Liz Gillies to like two of my posts! Why am I not good enough for Pete?”

The user then underwent a brutal self-assessment to figure out where they could have gone wrong. Some Victorious fan accounts suggested that the controversial “Make a ‘ship’ between two Victorious characters” post could have contributed to the unfollowing. “Pete must have been unsettled by when he put in the first letter of his first and last name and got the couple of Tori and Andre. I bet he shipped Tori and Beck instead!”

“Pete just needs to see more of my work!” the user concluded, leading to an interspersed array of Victorious screencaps and direct messages begging him to reconsider.

At press time, the 40-year old man operating @myqueentorivega69 was in the process of converting his fanpage to an iCarly account in hopes of regaining Davidson’s approval, after briefly considering getting a job.